Life can be hard sometimes

Posted: August 20, 2010 in Uncategorized

And it can be scary when there’s no one to help you because it makes sense for them to assume you’re okay if you don’t tell them.

I’m okay when it comes to a lot of things, but when there’s no one around I want to get into lots of trouble and I feel that way now and I shouldn’t because I’m going to wait. It’s just so hard to overcome something that everyone sees as a part of life and you don’t really agree with it because you’re afraid of turning into some monster.

I’m going to wait on the new journal and save that for when I start college, which is scary because I don’t know how I’m going to pay for it. I’m so scared, but still so strong.

I hope I get to work with the old folks home. I really do. because there might be another day like this where I’m all alone and it won’t be as good as I though it would be.

It’s just so scary sometimes. Maybe I’ll just go to the barnes and noble in Marina Del Rey and not in Santa Monica. Breathe…

My TB results are going to be given to me at 3:40 and it is now 2pm

Breathe…

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