This week I must work 50 hours and also apply for an MSW for next year. This is the actual logical thing to do, except I don’t want to let my old Sociology professor down. I should just not try to meet the immediate USC deadline. I am so fucking scared though; however it’s probably best if I just put it off. Breathe motherfucker breathe. I’m afraid she will be mad at me if I don’t send her my statement of purpose, but the thing is I have holds on my account and am unmotivated to write my statement. I dont know how I am going to make it alive this week. Please pray for me?