3 Day Weekend

Posted: May 26, 2018 in Uncategorized

Hi,

 

We’ve a three day weekend. I first thought I had to re-evaluate this job, but really I have to re-evaluate my relationship with God. I’ve been in the wrong. I want out, but out of what? I don’t know man. Things are both complicated and uncertain, at the end of the day.

 

I have been having a hard time getting erections. I think it’s from hyperfrequent use of technology. Yesterday I bought a smartphone at the drugstore for 33 dollars. It’s helped, but in some ways it makes me stay home even more.

 

I don’t know how to go into this three day weekend. I want to write a lot. I’ll miss listening to music. Technology makes it so your head dances around between different pages. I admit, I am addicted to it, even though I don’t use social media. (is this social media?)

My paragraphs are a lot shorter than before. I believe we’ve all done a good job at short circuiting our brains. What does that even mean? I mean, well, it used to be the case where I could go on thinking and writing about certain things for hours at a time, or a bit less. Now it feels like my mind sort of wanders and jumps to other things, and it’s shown in my writing… or lack thereof. We quickly switch to something else, something else, something else. I need to focus more, especially on my ‘goal’ and just choose something.

I did my retirement thing. Next up who knows what. But first what do I do this weekend?

 

  • Hang out with friend
  • Write in my journal a lot
  • Read American Gods by Neil Gaiman
  • Write in my blog more
  • Take the train more
  • Take long bus rides
  • Go to MOCA
  • SMPL Saturday Morning
  • CONFIRM YEARLY GOAL
  • Jerk off without porn at least once a day

I’m sort of excited about getting paid more. With the money I get, outside of taxes, I am going to just keep saving and then. Well to be honest most of my money just goes to savings and rent, bills. The extra cash usually goes to a book. 30 dollars went to a new phone, which I didn’t need but I think in the long run was a good investment decision. This has all been very tough to be honest. I have been investing time so that I can save time. I was going to go on the bus… it’s already 8:30pm… going on 8:34. I notice my mind likes to wander, that and when you push a button by accident it makes you type into a search bar, which leads to random results popping up. I also have this… feeling that music apps make your songs sound scratched so it can interrupt your flow and… for a writer well that’s of course no good.

I don’t know what to do tonight, but I know I will need lots of water. What I can do really late is like, walk to McDonalds and then just go for a longer walk in general down Lincoln or Main Street. I can’t walk that far honestly.  Also, the reason I am writing a lot now is because well it’s Friday night and this is a three day weekend. I want to just do stuff do stuff do stuff. This is a good roadmap for me this weekend.

 

How I might spend this weekend

  • Spotify
  • Random Youtube videos
  • Seeing which ETF I should replace IUSV with (even though after so much researching coming back again and again and again to IUSV as the superior choice, with a net expense ratio of .05 percent!
  • Napping
  • Netflix (not even my account)
  • Refreshing my email page constantly.
  • Some shitty attempt at a watercolor painting
  • Eating shit food for cheap
  • Fidelity.com
  • Generally just farting around on the internet because I have no friends and no life
  • Watching porn but I doubt it because it doesn’t do anything anymore… sigh

That’s pretty much it. The modern human, to be honest, has because a sad piece of shit, like a fish out of water. I intend on… in a way, reversing all of this.

 

I need to exercise more… and more and more and more.

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